“I was pretty sure I heard Z say he thinks he loves me. I was sleeping, but his phone chimed a text and it woke me briefly. Thinks. I guess that’s more than any one has ever really said to me. Even my own mother barely said she actually loved me. I could probably count the times on one hand. I knew I was in love with him. I wanted to be with him all the time. I loved the look in his eyes he had for me. I loved his smile. I loved how he made love to me and made me feel special and so cherished.Du...ring my run I also thought about being jealous. Sheila was …gorgeous. To say that word seemed like an understatement, actually. She should be a model. Maybe she is one, I never thought to ask. I’m not sure I really wanted to know.But during the first year of my relationship with HIM, I learned that jealousy only resulted in bad punishments. The first time was the hardest lesson. I sat at a party and had to endure watching HIM make out with a tall gorgeous brunette in the corner. HIS eyes constantly flicked over to mine to make sure I watched.MoreLessRead More Read Less
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