“I let the phone drop from my hands. The face immediately shatters making the phone unusable. I close my eyes trying to block everything out. The pain, the love, the need. I try to make it go away, but it never goes away. I don’t know why I didn’t defend myself. Tell her she was wrong. I never cheated on her with Caroline. I loved her. I still love her. I want to marry her, not Caroline. I sink to my knees keeping my eyes closed. I’ve never felt this destroyed in my life. Even when I felt like ...a monster for ruining Caroline’s life a year ago, I didn’t feel this broken, this destroyed. She will never forgive me now. She will never trust me again. “Hey, Landon, break’s almost over, man,” Steven my guitarist says. “Get Drew,” I say without opening my eyes or moving from the floor. “Be right back, man,” Steven says. I let myself sulk on the ground while I wait for Drew. I pretend this isn’t true, just like in my dreams. I imagine a world where Alex said yes instead of no.MoreLessRead More Read Less
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